Merak Orange
Taste Love comes unexpectedly. A sense of awe at the wrong time. This love arises when the heart is shaky. My sense is difficult to differentiate interest. Is this Love? or lust?Starting from an accident at the start of the new semester, I'm looking for my college schedule in the bag. Previously I had just returned from the library, borrow 2 books thick unbearable. From the 2nd floor of the library I reached into the blue bag dongkerku, while walking to the 4th floor without a focused look at the halls of my classes live.
"Ah! where the heck this schedule! I think I save in deh! "My mind raging, angry upset cranky cape, all in one. Without stopping I still grope in the blue bags dongkerku.
After arriving at the 4th floor ultimately unimportant flyers schedule that I have encountered."This yap him!" Banggaku in the liver. When I was still clutching the book and adjusted sandangku bag, suddenly I accidentally saw the man .. ah .. never mind thought. Maybe he later my new friend in a class or kids room next to my class. But .. why as I've known him?but? Where? As I've ever experienced .. in mimpikah? what is called de javu?
Oh well .. the important thing I've got my new class. Yes Accounting costs .. new lesson in the new semester. Create new lessons that I could know him. I tried the usual and adapt to this. When he entered the classroom quietly. Deg! My heart is beating for no reason. I tried not care, I tried to stay calm, even though the heart is raging. Liking appeared suddenly, a strange thought but delicious taste.
It turns out the man that I passed in front of the class are students of my office! accidentally smile etched in my mouth frame. Oh God .. what is this? It's My First Sight? love at the first sight? will there still that? I do not believe. That encounter escorted me into the abyss do not know what should I call the gorge. Like it? Honey? Love? haha .. why yes only once conference instantly liked. Since that time, I was so secret admirernya. Yes! secret admirer.
He was not handsome .. her sweet ass. He was not a rich ass .. he is simple. He was not a lot of style .. he is. He does not like many men around me that a lot of style, to wear perfume everywhere one drum, k Emana-which hold a smartphone, he is different! Different. A month after I knew him in the heart. Month I hold longs thought tightness in the chest, I do not know his name, I do not know who he is. I tried to find him. I browse the attendance list at the front of the class room G-403. I find all the man's name on that list. I photograph and then I find one by one name in the search field facebookku account. Haha .. that bad I'm crazy because the first sight. God .. dosakah aku?
Not long ago, I tried to find one by one account and DOORRR !!! See you! I see profile picturenya, and I read in stride length, and my name carved his name in the rest of the pieces of my heart that remains. Peacock .. My initials facilitates as a peacock. Orange peacock. In the evening sky almost dark in the evening sky is orange, I met my Peacock, Peacock Jinggaku. Each of our class, I always enjoy the water face, her smile, her behavior. Ah merakku, know rasaku.
Once when we met on the stairs musala, he saw me, he smiled friendly. With long black shirt, he passed me and smiled. Ah merakku .. again you make me a sinner! sin because of this latent sense. And after lightning encounter it, I was excited for maghrib prayers on time in musala campus. Ah God .. how is this? this feeling? I'm excited because of lust or love?
For months I had always secretly seek out and enjoy the water simple face, who never tired of my view. He is always in the diary I wrote in my little. He disguise that I became a peacock.Peacock that seems simple, but when he is happy, growing lovely wings behind his back. He who always looks simple and beautiful smile always develop when we met. Ah merakku, peacock jinggaku. I want you to know, here are a stupid woman who is admired.
Wednesday exactly where I was alone, daydreaming enjoy the beautiful sunset in silence. I dwell in silence. I give up. I saw him close to a pile of other women who had never known me.I am disappointed. I am angry. I was upset and I'm cranky. Why is he with someone else?worthy he never tried to come near me. He was not wrong. It is my fault. I had never been able to control this wild lust love. I'm sorry peacock. I'm sorry I admire in silence. Maybe you're not jodohku. But I believe. I still believe God has had and made the most beautiful scenario for me.
"Peacock peacock jinggaku .. .. let me still admire in silence. Allow me to remain a secret admirer. Let me love you. Peacock .. peacock jinggaku, do not leave me. Do not ever leave me. Always stay by my side. Although only in my beautiful dream. "
Short Story Essay: Aisha Rahma Zahir