My name is Nikita, a girl who gets a less fortunate fate. My parents threw me in the orphanage, know what reason? Which obviously I've been living in an orphanage before I decided to go from there and now live on the streets.Hot sun, wind chill of night, sleep berbasahan, all that I ever felt, now 19 years of my life, the 1st of October is the date on which nursing mother found me right on the doorstep of the orphanage, and therefore created date 1st birthday.
Mingling in the streets, and economic factors ever menjerumuskanku in the dark experience, rather despicable. Free life without knowing God makes me desperate to do that, sin or not I do not know, I knew I had to survive. This is my story. That night, I gathered in a house that is quite luxurious. When I got there, I immediately pulled in and sit down in front of the makeup chair. Step by step my face began to change. Powder makeup and other makeup beautify my face, my clothes now also been changed. Miniskirts and clothes that are very open wrap around my body. Tears began to flow, fear began to attack. But what may make this for my life.
"Niki ... Niki .." call a middle-aged woman with a sexy appearance and make up slightly menor.
"Yes madam" I replied.
"Eh listened to my spiel. Customers are in front of it he dared to pay the most expensive here.You should be able to satisfy in front of him. Understood. "He shouted as he grabbed my chin."Lo do not understand? Mulu cry, "he added and a little shove, a strong power succeeded in making almost fell
over." Why should I madam? "I asked
slowly." Because the new lo here. Do a lot of questions, layanin there. "Tell madam with a slight pull my hand. Dicengkeramnya my neck until I was really hard to breathe, "remember yes. "
With a little lazy, I stepped toward a room that was terrible. Stem prost * as- is not easy matter, as easy as turning the palm of the hand. Therefore, this lust business gelihat become a promising business field. But again, I was forced to, not my choice to peddle themselves into thirst-quenching lust man masher. I opened the door and saw a guy who still wears university alma mater, again sitting in a chair holding a bottle of alcohol. Slowly I entered the room and sat next to the guy.
"I Nikita .." I said, channeling my hand to him.
Brushed my hands. "Okay .." I replied simply. I tungguin him to action, but he did not touch me.
"You wrote dwell on it." The guy said to face a bit battered.
"" Okay. "He just quietly, watching me.
"How old are you?" He asked finally lift him up.
"17 years."
"Eh? You do not school?
"" Emm ... Where there are street children of school. Yes this gini I work. Hina but this is the only way. "I said flow of tears," you yourself, why here?
"" I? Many problems?
"" Why here?
"" Papa bodyguard I've encircling all d * skotik here. Than I did at home mending me here. Btw, I kenalin Rizky.
"" Oh ... "
"This willingness to you?"
I menggelengan head.
"'ve Ever ngelakuin?"
I just nodded, looking down in shame.
"The money for you. I just told you satisfied at the service. I was behind the first. Thanks already want to accompany me,
"I replied with a smile, then nodded his head again.
I look back that guy, that gets lost and gone already. I returned to the room make up and back change into. After that, I'm going to go home cardboard under the fly over. All the way home I be looked at by the people who also live under the fly over.
"The new home neng?" Asked one of the neighbors.
"Yes ma'am."
"Already sold how neng?" Asked mothers only managed to make me silent language.
"neng not satisfied customers?" he asked again.
I just smiled and ignored the question mothers directly and rushed into the house cardboard.Question mothers were always ringing in the ears, but I accept it because it was my job. Work that may be hated by God. That morning I decided to sleep because this afternoon I have to go back to the house to work again. Actually madam has offered me to stay there, but the condition is quite heavy. Terms that makes me refuse to stay there.
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"The new lo come?" Asked Rita also be p * k in this house.
"Iya ya, had overslept. Madam nyariin me?
"" Yes. Cepet make up there! Jump into the room yesterday ya !? "suruhnya.
I just nodded my head. I finished makeup directly into the room yesterday when I met Rizky, I hope he comes. It was true surprise, when I opened the door I saw Rizky sitting on the couch with a neater appearance.
"O ..." she said, smiling.
"Hai ... Need a friend anymore?" I asked as I sat down next to her.
"Know wrote. Already there are other guests? Or am I the first?
"" You first anyway. I had overslept so I've come.
"" Good lah. "Said Rizky as he moved to sit closer to me. Very close maybe we were only a few inches.
Didoronglah me until I was lying in bed. I just quietly closing her eyes. Her lips stuck to my lips now. Then immediately pull him to stay away from my lips.
"Is for you." Handed her a rose that is still fresh. I also received the flowers. Since, Rizky always here to ask accompanied, we're getting closer. Until the people in the house thinks I'm going out with him. Because every Rizky here always ask me to accompany him. Until ... That night, I spent time alone with Rizky. In this room I began to know what it's called love.Associated with more meaning than the man who is married philanderer or a guy b * rengsek are just looking for pleasures only. Without understanding the meaning of each step.
"I'm in love with you." He whispered in the ear of me.
I just keep quiet while still lying on the mattress.
"Would you be my girlfriend?" He asked who was on top of me again we face only a few inches.
"Huh? You're kidding, right? Where no one wants with me, I'm just a girl mop * cur. "I asked, while getting rid of body Rizky and quickly get out of bed.
"Gak. I do not care about it. I can ngeluarin you from this work. You girls are affected equally well promiscuity you, and besides, I'm not a good guy as well anyway.
"" If I'm a nice guy I'm not going to come here
"" sorry, I can not. I do not want to make you ashamed. My image is already bad, may not be good instantly. Mending you are looking for another girl who deserves more. "I said, wearing a shirt to bandage my back.
"But I wants you"
"I'm sorry. I was behind the first. "I said, opening the
door." Wait ... "he shouted. "The fee for lo."
I turned my body, then mengampiri Rizky, who was still sitting on the bed with a blanket wrapped.
"Do not need, you do not melakuin anything. Thanks already believe with me over the years.Believe create accompany you. "I said, kissing her lips. Long enough until the tears began to fall.
From then Rizky no longer show his face, it makes me mad madam. Due to its loyal customers no longer come here. I decided to keep quiet and not tell you everything. I thank anger madam who eventually fired from the job, there is a feeling happy and sad when madam fired me happy because I did not have to work pr * constitution again, but on the one hand I can not get the money to make ends meet, want to work but I am not at all do not have special skills and school diplomas, it makes me sad.
I searched the streets of Jakarta at night, hoping there that need my services, but till midnight nobody stopped the car just a car passing in front of me. Despair has been attacked.I decided to sit down on the pavement. Suddenly a black car stopped in front of me, I see a pair of eyes Rizky out of the car. I try to run but my hands already grasped Rizky.
"What are you doing running? you do not want to see me? "he added. I still bowed head.
"Niki .. Pliss look at me." He said. Rizky hand touched my cheeks. Slowly I raised my head and looked into his eyes,
"what are you doing running away from me?"
"I'm embarrassed with you." I said with eyes filled with tears.
"Why should be ashamed?"
I was silent.
"Okay. Where are you going? To house madam? "He asked.
I shook my head," I'm fired.
"" That's good then.
"" Really nice? You still do not know my pain. Without a job that I can not survive.
'"Right there is another job?"
"I do not have a diploma you know it. And where there are willing to accept the work of former p * k. "
"Niki, listen to me. I'll help you look for a job. And I will remove the image p * k of your life. But Pliss, let me take you to stay at my house.
"" What?
"" Do not need. I had the house anyway.
"" Pliss. Ya want?
"" Okay. I beresin stuff first.
"" I temenin.
"" Up. "
We headed for the fly over are not far away. Arriving there as usual mothers still awake at his doorstep.
"It's him, but just who is he?" Asked Mrs. Ruli to mothers other.
"May be his guests, did he p * is immoral," said one of the them.
"hmm .. Just got home neng? Why bring a guy. Want ngelayanin home kardusmu neng?
"I ignore their questions and Rizky I just smiled.
"Heh .. Mas. Mas is still foregoing saucy again, why would he want the same Nikita? "Asked Mrs. Ruli to Rizky waiting I clean up my stuff at the front
door." He girl is good, bu. Only one of the factors that made him despised. "Said Rizky
sternly." Fine ass, every day go night go home early in the morning, so do not mothers? "Said the mother of them.
I was out with two bags contains stuff.
"He is better than you, who are willing to sleep not only want to insult her." said Rizky pulling my hand up in front of his car Rizky.
Now my feet stepped on to a fairly luxurious apartment, still holding my hand Rizky get into.
"You'll sleep on it, I was in the room next to you. If there is anything to my room aja. "Said Rizky pointing room by
room." Why are you good at me? We just know I'm not even worthy people you know.
"" Destiny finds us. You rest. You have not slept the whole day?
"I nodded again. Rizky kindness made me fall in love with him, his attention without seeing me who and where.
I try to close my eyes but I can not. This house is luxurious but I did not feel comfortable here, I got up out of bed and out of the room. My feet step forward towards Rizky room, when he got in the room Rizky, I heard someone calling Rizky,
"just calm, he was already in the apartment I am."
"Rest assured .. You just wait for the results will happen. Anyway thesis we will be reading fun.
"" Yes I know. Indeed ngambil theme p * k was a huge risk. But what harm we are trying.Anyway he is a good person anyway, so easy dimanfaatin
"" Okay ... Dah first yes?
"Roughly it was the same conversation Rizky his friend. Steps to undo my room to Rizky and I returned to the room to clean my clothes again, and returned to the cardboard house that although simple but comfortable and safe for me.
"Where are you?" Asked Rizky when I was already at the door apartementnya.
"Go from here. I think you're good but you just wrote with a guy in the outcome there.
"" What do you mean?
"" I know why you made me research material you right? You evil.
"Rizky as soon as possible to try to hug me but I
refused." Supposedly from the beginning I do not believe with you. Now do not ever temuin me, appeared before me, just assume we do not ever know. "I said as he left the apartment building.
Tears flowed in harmony with my footsteps. The first event where I know Rizky, until betrayal made him not play back in my memory. I paused at the edge of the bridge. I screamed bloody murder under the bridge. With the hope I would forget all these problems, but it's just the expectations, the more I try to forget, even the more I think about it. My pain began to grow at the sight of the charred kardusku home without remainder, the tears no longer flow. I turn away and walked down the city of Jakarta.
"Niki?" Called Rita. Rita my face while forcing a smile.
"Lo why?" He asked as he hugged me.
At Rita's arms until I told him all my tears to flow again. With pitied, Rita took me to stay at his house. To my surprise when arrived at the village where Rita lived. The majority of its citizens working as p * k. "They are like us. But the difference they seek customers on social media. "Said Rita who understand what I'm thinking.
"Online?"
"Yes .. More simple. We just need to upload the photo section, ask to make friends, go to the hotel, get money.
"" Really that easy?
"" Yup ... But the risk is greater.
"" You want to try? "Asked Rita makes me
surprised." Do not think, I want to try to find a better job. "I replied that makes Rita
laughed." Okay .. See wrote later. "
"This is my house," said Rita, pointing to a house big enough.
I was confused, but Rita directly answer my confusion. So, there is one customer Rita that gives this house. Because Rita had accompanied him for 2 weeks. Easy as that? Certainly not.During the 2 weeks that Rita had to meet the desires of its customers, not only the customer but three customers at once. Step Ku my feet to get into the house. I felt the same discomfort as I walked into the apartment Rizky.
"Rita .. He who?" I asked when I saw a boy who are old enough.
"My child." Answer Rita makes me not believe it.
"Child?"
"Do not be surprised deh."
"But ..."
"I honestly equal lo. I had not a girl who likes to play s * ks with a guy, let alone associated s * ks, peganggan hand wrote not dare. But, there are 3 guys who grabbed my virginity, one of them is my father's son. From there I was sent off at my family. And stay here.
"" So you three stories that customer?
"" She's not my customers. He's a guy memperk * sa me. They were afraid I would laporin to the police. So he bought a house here. Since then, the people here taught me to work s * ks commercial "
Rita story makes me understand, if the worker s * x commercial was not an option but compulsion. A lot of that influence. One of them is the economic factor that I feel, and environmental factors are perceived Rita. Since Rita tells about the poor education in her neighborhood a few months ago, I decided to build a school for children in the neighborhood.And the result now, many children get a decent education, and I decided to stop being p * k.
Nikita.
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1 October 2014
"Niki ..," cried Rita those who initially did not believe a p * k could change.
"Hai .. How's it going?" I said, closing the laptop in front of me.
"Good. lo yourself?
"" like you see now, I'm happier. "I
replied." btw, HBD huh? Add old wrote. "Says Rita, cipika-cipiki with
me." Thank ya .. "I
answered." No one wants to be a teacher here. Should not it?
"" Who? Dong may, of course, for the good of the children. "
Rita mengeserkan his body and turned his head back into his body. Rizky visible along with two other friends standing behind Rita. By reflex I cast down and sat back in my chair, to be honest all my limbs limp, upon seeing his face Rizky again. Rita and her friends Rizky, a tour of the school environment, while Rizky approached.
"Rizky introduce my name. I want to teach here. "Said Rizky who already are in front of
me." Please sit down. "I said
cool." Still angry huh? "She asked, sitting in a
chair." I'm sorry, what purpose teach here? "I asked, changing the
subject." I had never had one with someone who I love, by making my thesis research, he was angry and ninggalin me. "he says," I realized I was wrong. I want to apologize to him. And I tried to find him, but everything is nil ... "
"Enough ... In this world only two types of guys that I know. If not b * rengsek definitely cowardly "I told him that began to
shine." B * rengsek? Coward? Yes indeed. But I do not care you nganggep I fuck a guy. I peduliin love you. "Said Rizky as he rose from his seat and mengampiriku.
Abolition of the tears that started to flow, in dekatkannya her face to mine," I know you're in love with me, right? "He added, and wanted to kiss me on the lips but I refuse to turn to the side.
"Rizky, this school." I said,
pulled her face away from my face. Then out of my office, leaving me still crying. Visible face disappointment when he momentarily menolehku.
Many lessons I took from my journey until I formerly despised turned into a better woman.Bener Rizky said before, our image can be changed as long as we want to change it. And I had the same problem Rizky. Nothing we said between us, yes! We decided to be happy each. A sense that once there, we buried deeply.
(special closing peter: butterfly night)
The End
Short Story Essay: Tiska Marcelia W
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